ma dad is dying of cancer, I am a 16 year old girl, great group of friends, intelligent, mostly good life, lately I've found myself hating those i love though for their self obsession, I mean you;re all the same, just like how I used to be, you end uo just thinking about yourself, not comparing your pain to others or thinking of those you care about, after all isnt that partly what this site is about? you're all typing so other siwll listen but does anyone actually bother to empathise with others and realise what they're sad about is nothing compared to some. I just end uop getting so angry that nobody seems to notice my pain, why should I ahve to aks for help? shouldent they know? when they cry about boyfriends and being grounded and all the stupid self inflicted trivial things that make being a teenager so steriotyped that they dont notice that their best friend is completely avoiding everything, losing herself just so she doesent ahve to look at the man who gets pushed around the house, who is barely the person she loves and counted as her closest friend in the world. I'll analyse all I wnat but I'm not dealing, just because someones smiling and surrounded by people doesent make them happy. It just makes them wnat to die all the more, because when it comes, which it will soon, the walla will crashdown and I dont kn ow what the fuck I'm going to do.but not yet. I'll smile for a bit longer, just keep being upset, you'll never notice anyone else. Confess ID: 3cf6gwff        Posted On: 31-Aug-2008