i never verbalized this before, but its been really bothering me.
everytime my sister and i talk about religion, i get really upset and close to tears. the thing is, she doesnt believe in religion or anything. im afraid she doesnt believe in an after-life. this gets me so upset because im scared to death of the fact that when either her or i die, im never gonna see her again. i love her more than anything in the fucking world. the thought to me is unbearable. i would never try to force her into a religion, or make her go to church, i just want her to believe in god. any god i dont care. i just want her to be open to a "heaven", so i can see her again. i love her so fucking much.
i just cant help but cry everytime i think about this.
Confess ID: bexc6sik
Posted On: 21-Sep-2008