There is this one girl. I saw her on the first day of Middle school and thought that she was the most beautiful thing in the world. She was also extremly intelligent and genuine. The 2nd year of my middle school, I got to go out with her for about a year. I was shy back then so we barely talked to each other but the fact that I was with her made me feel like the top of the world. All through High school, I had different girlfriends and such, but she was still on my mind. She never left my mind. I rarely saw her but it made the day brighter when I did. She always had dates for school dances and such, and it wasn't me. Now we're in different colleges only an hour away from each other. We talked to each other online many nights and I still had feelings for her. I did get to visit her for her birthday last october. We got really drunk, more than we thought we were. and we had sex. few times. I did have one condom which I used for the first time, but next morning, I couldn't find it anywhere. I was worried that maybe it got stuck in her. and that she might get pregnant. I emailed her when I got back to see if it ment anything for her. She told me that this wasn't expected and I don't think she really has feelings for me. We haven't talked to each other since. it's really true when they say "sex changes friendship". She's still in my mind. she is my drug. Confess ID: ucylnvmd        Posted On: 22-Dec-2008