So I didn't get accepted into an arts school that I applied to.It just felt like I was working up to that point, all my effort and thoughts were with building the portfolio and preparing myself for the interview. That put me off drawing for a while for some bizzare reason. To tell you (who??) the truth, I feel relieved that I didn't get in. Now I get to explore my other options as far as art schools go. There's some other ones in my city so I'm lucky in that aspect. Sometimes I feel this pull to live, to accomplish these dreams that exist inside me and to fuel my spark for life. I feel love and the purest happiness that hasn't been marred by anything. But other times.I just couldn't be bothered to care about what's around me and just focus internally on my thoughts and fall into a numb stupor, functioning mechanically outwards. My age gives me hope for the future but this life is all I have, it's priceless.costs nothing but I'm paying for all the good and bad things I get out of it. Worth it, oh..it's worth it. Every day. Confess ID: zqunhvz1        Posted On: 26-Nov-2008