She's a few years younger. I'm just about to be her boss. My wife suspects but nothing has happened. Yet. I can't stop thinking about her. I obsess over the single photo I have of her. I ache when she leaves work without dropping by, I miss her terribly at weekends. I try to catch her for lunch. I hope everyday that we can catch a lift home together. I'm stalking her on myspace and googletalk. I can see her face lighting up when we talk. I can feel the engagement and connection. I get subtle hints from her friends and not so subtle hints from my friends. I can't take this any further.I can't have any risk of her getting hurt. I'm scared of my own house of cards falling down. But I've never felt like this before with anyone. My heart is crying for her. I've been fighting this feeling for far too long. I'm trapped, frustrated, powerless, dissappointed, exhausted, terrified. Yet, when I dare to let my heart speak, the brightness of hope blinds me. Oh lord I love you little missy. I really need your strength right now. Confess ID: 4va3jrsq        Posted On: 26-Nov-2008