It was never supposed to be an eating disorder.
Over the last year I have developed anorexia, and on occasion I binge and purge.
I've turned into the person I thought I'd never be: an eating-disordered, smoking, realatively depressed girl.
But the thing is I love it, and I'm terrified of recovering because then I will no longer have a problem and I won't know who I am.
Confess ID: nw5hgac5
Posted On: 26-Nov-2008