I was engaged for 5 years. I left him, because he became/returned to being an alcoholic. I started seeing someone else after 9 months. I have been living with this new guy for 3 months after seeing him for only 3 months. He has obvious drug and alcohol problems not to mention his gambling . I've tried to leave him and move out but he keeps promising me it will be better. and that he loves me, and can't function without me. So I stay. My family has given me a place to stay, and offered to help me move. I just don't move. What is wrong with me. I think I am using him as a way to validate myself.. Just a few months ago, I know I loved him, now.. I question it. I hate the person i am becoming!! Confess ID: 5kqt3cx2        Posted On: 27-Jun-2008