I'm sad that none of my online friends ever get on anymore. It's pathetic, I'm a loser who would rather sit and talk to online people then go out with actual people (I only have about 3 real-life friends). I like the power I get from talking to people on the net, if I don't want to talk to them I can just block them or delete them from my "friends list" and never have to talk to them again. I don't have to spend money on these people, and they don't have to see me at my worst. I think it's funny that I'll take like 25 pictures, find only one good photo and show them just that one and then do the same thing in like a month so they'll never see me ugly and only see good photos of me. I can just park my ass infront of the computer versus actually interacting with people. It's just so easy to do. The thing is, before they stopped showing up, I used to stay on the net for like 4 hours on end, talking to these people about nothing of importance, just basically wasting my time with people that I will most likely never see outside of cyber life or whatever you want to call it. Maybe them not showing up should be a wake up call that I should stop wasting my life online. For the past 3 years, almost every night, I would sign online to see if my "friends" were on and they usually were. I honestly can't see myself doing or want to be doing the same thing another 3 years from now. I guess it's time to get out there and start dealing with the real world. Hahaha.This will not change the fact that I am still a loser. :] Confess ID: rf2jr6by        Posted On: 24-Dec-2008