I'm 18, female, slim and attractive with a pretty damn awesome body, but i'm a total fucking LONER. I don't understand it. It's either my "true nature" coming out, or it has stemmed from insecurity and self-doubt. I just don't like to hang with people, and I feel like that means there is something wrong with me. My favourite past-time is to hang out alone, in my room, playing Super Mario RPG or Zelda, gettin drunk on Vodka, smoking pot, wearing a deerstalker like Sherlock Holmes. Just because it makes me feel groovy. All my friends have fun going out clubbing. I stay home and read, and play nintendo games, and feel pretty freakish. I hope I grow out of this. or, i hope i find people like me. There *must* be people like me out there. It's impossible for me to be totally abnormal. I don't want to change, because this life is so fun, but I feel like i'm doing it all wrong, just because I am not socializing. The only person I enjoy hanging out with is my twin, because he likes to stay home alone and play nintendo as well. :( Confess ID: furt0zyo        Posted On: 31-Jul-2008