I broke up with my boyfriend last night. Boyfriend. I use this term loosely. I broke up with the man who for the past 8 months has witheld any kind of intimacy or emotion, has sponged me for liquor, food, books, weed, gas money, even my fucking tv. I wanted so badly for him to love me. I put in so much effort. I was so nice to him. He nver had a request that I said no to. I would surprise him with little things, and just be as sweet as can be to him. He is the smartest person I have ever met, and I thought he was perfect. He was inspiring me to be a better person. Now I feel so drained. I gave my all to this man. He is just never going to feel the way about me that I feel about him. I'm not sure that he has an feelings at all. I wanted him to take care of me and make feel good, like I thought I was doing for him. I guess I am not the right kind of person for him. Either that, or he's a robot. I am just so sad now. My eyes are so puffy from crying, I can barely see. I need a hug so badly. I want my mom. Confess ID: pve4hzje        Posted On: 16-Jun-2008